| Just some thoughts i’ve had over the past few weeks.
I’ve been sitting back and watching people a lot lately. No one specific just making general observations to try and figure out why people do what they do to each other. The one thing ive noticed a lot of is that people treat any sign of normal human emotion as if it is a bad thing and anybody who actually has any deserves to be shunned and ridiculed for it. Or anyone who has emotions that are different from another group or anyone that cares about a person but is not a member or a part of that specific group is somehow seen as subhuman and is therefore made fun of and beat over the head with the fact that they aren’t part of a group and to have emotions towards someone in that group is unwelcome and a bad thing.
The other thing I noticed is that people can turn on you and use your own emotions against you. No matter how much you think they are trustworthy most of the time they will hurt you. Unknowingly or not its gonna happen. Ive figured I should just stop acting on my emotions and just let them sit there. Ittl save me a lot of grief in the long run.
--theres more I wanna say I just don’t know how to right now. Ill add it later
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| 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Would you date me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stand out? 13. Emotionally, what stand out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Have we ever had sex? 32. Do you think we will ever have sex? 33. Do you think I could kill someone? 34. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you? |
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| so the semester is finally over and i dont have to deal with chemistry. yay. and drumline is getting to be more of a pain in the ass... rydell is getting pissier and pissier and the drill is really really hard... but ittl be a good show when its done. |
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| im actually scared about something that has a real impact on me. at WDL practice on tuesday people didnt show up so rydell canceled the practices we were going to have over break and we might have to cancel WDl completely. i just want you people that quit for stupid reasons... basically everybody but karen. this is all your fault. |
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| laura left me............
i dont know what to do. im so lost without her.. she left and i dont understand why... i need a hug but i have no one to turn to.. someone help me please. |
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